Vanitas/Photo by JR Dalisay

Vanitas/Photo by JR Dalisay
Vanitas/Photo by JR Dalisay, April 21, 2017

Saturday, October 13, 2018

Now just waiting for the varnish to dry completely. Gave Benjie a heads-up to make iron brackets and get ready to install the painting at Maryhill School of Theology. I just hope that MST can get a vehicle big enough to accommodate the piece for transport.

Considering rereading another Judge Dee book or another secret book in bed.

End of Saturday.

Dinner at home with Aubrey. Then we walked over to the neighborhood grocery store to check out what they have. Took a mental note of shrimp dumplings, ground beef and ground pork (we can take those in lettuce cups), and frozen strawberries. Bought frozen Magnum for Aubrey and myself and three KitKat bars for Angelique, Aubrey and myself.

Angelique back from J.'s graduation, lunch, a game, and dinner at MOA.

Acquisitions

Natanggap: Received.

Nakuha: Took, got.

Nabingwit: Hooked.

Napala: Benefited.

Nasungkit: Methodically took.

Naarbor: Taken away from someone.

Nalimos: Begged for.

Pinagpaguran: Worked for.

Pinagpawisan: Labored for.

Iginapang: Made sacrifices for.

Binili: Bought.

Ninakaw: Stolen.

Kinulimbat: Stolen on a large scale.

Kawat: Snitched.

Kinikil: Poached.

Hiniram: Borrowed.

Sinalo: Salvaged something that was thrown away by someone else.

Angkat: Imported.

Hiningi: Asked for.

Dinukot: Pickpocketed.

Dinekwat: Shoplifted.

Kinalap: Gathered from scraps.

Kinalakal: Gathered from a junkpile.

Inagaw: Grabbed.

Napanalunan: Won as a prize.

Ginantimpala: Awarded.

Nasambot: Earned.

Bigay: Given.

Ipinamana: Inherited.

Regalo: Given as a gift.

Hanggi: Indirect or shared blessing.

Balato: Bonus.

Biniyaya: Received figuratively from fate or good fortune.


Yes, Virginia, we take more than we give.
An immature and vindictive leader is always a curse to the society he lives in.
Our five Halloween witches are now on our side porches.
Sat with Aubrey while she had a late lunch in the dining room.
While walking through the center this morning I saw two things that I MUST BUY and that SIMPLY MUST BE MINE, MINE, MINE!
Gave Chito our three jack-o'-lanterns and two Halloween figurines for their upper-floor apartment unit balcony.
The sun is a stack of pizza boxes.
Good noon, Cubao!

Back from a morning out with my younger son Chito.

Friday, October 12, 2018

Angelique at college.

Aubrey and R. walked Keiko Kashigawa this evening.

Dinner at home with Aubrey and R.

Angelique and J. are having dinner out, then coming home to pick up Angelique's overnight bag. They are staying in a hotel on Roxas Boulevard with J.'s parents so that they can be up 5:00 AM tomorrow for J.'s early-morning university graduation.
Listen to yourself, never to your fans. Fans, especially the most avid ones, can drag your art down to the level of pop trash.

Your true audiences will exist centuries from now.




It is easy to find the richest man in the country, but not the poorest. The former is highly conspicuous, the latter, highly inconspicuous.
It is possible that ants are from another planet. Under a magnifying lens, their heads and faces are shaped like those of Grays'.
Pride comes before a fall, but then again everything else can also come before a fall.
A fancy walking-stick is a costume in itself.
Been veggie-tripping the past week at the Sitio Catacutan hawkers' stands.

First, pinakbet without squash.

And then, patola.

And then, blanched, fresh okra with shrimp paste.

Today, adobong sitaw.

Painting Madness

As soon as this painting exits and goes to Maryhill School of Theology, I'll clean up a bit and then place another canvas on one of the easels.

Awkward Falls

Bumisaklat: Fell backward and flat on the floor, face up.

Bumuyangyang: Fell backward with all limbs splayed, usually revealing underwear and/or private body parts.

Pumlakda: Lay artlessly and still, as though unconscious.

Sumalampak: Fell heavily on one's butt.

Bumulagta: Collapsed and fell motionless.

Nasaldak: Got jogged.

Sumemplang: Landed on one's side.

Dumapa: Dropped and lay on one's stomach, as though to escape gunfire.

Napatirapa: Tripped and fell flat on one's face.

Napatilapon: Got unseated and landed a distance away.

Napatihaya: Fell backward in a passive and vulnerable stance.

Work on Christ Calming The Storm is finished. Will just have to wait for the varnish to dry before bubble-wrapping the painting.
Angelique off to college.

Roy arrived.

Done with second layer of varnish on Christ Calming The Storm.
Lunch at home with Angelique and Aubrey.
Some details from the varnished _Christ Calming The Storm_, albeit taken with fluorescent ceiling lighting and camera flash.


















Done with first layer of varnish on Christ Calming The Storm.
Commenced varnishing work on Christ Calming The Storm. It was quite backbreaking.

I have to rest awhile now.
The wisest celebration of all is not the least expensive but the most cost-effective.
Never swim in the same pool with someone you do not like.
Avoid the heat. It will sap you of your energy.
Be a bitch. But, to be most effective, be a subtle bitch.
If your master does not even have enough money to build his own house, he cannot be expected to help you build yours.
Good morning, Cubao!

The sun is a lavish breakfast buffet.

Thursday, October 11, 2018

A neighborhood cat snuck into our house and gave the granddaughters and Keiko Kashigawa a scare. R. and I chased it out.

I was hot and sweaty afterward.

An excuse to have a two-finger measure of Black Label.

Now in bed watching E.T. documentaries on National Geographic.
It's 9:39 PM in Cubao but for some reason I feel that it's 11:30 PM already.
Varnishing tomorrow. No visitors allowed.
Dinner at home with Angelique.
Aubrey and R. back from the family dentist's and dinner out.

Aubrey wants to permanently install series lights in her bedroom. I'm thinking of permanently trimming the Italianate ironwork in our dining area with series lights as well.

Been looking for whitewashed Christmas trees made up of scrap twigs, the kind they used to sell by the roadside, but I still can't find any.
Jolly helped me set up the second mah jong table (this one was really heavy) three feet away from the first mah jong table. We then placed the huge painting on top of both tables.

_Christ Calming The Storm_ is now ready for vernissage.





I remember a time in the past when people were so hard up that many parents pulled their children out of exclusive schools and enrolled them in parochial schools and lower-end private schools.

I wonder if something like that is going to happen all over again.
The werewolf crossed the street to buy two strawberry ice cream cones and two bags potato chips.
I SAW THE 2019 SEATTLE'S BEST COFFEE PLANNER and I plan to buy only one. That metal catch looks like it will rust after a few months' exposure and use.
Back home from jalan-jalan.

Aubrey and R. still at the family dentist's, after which, they said, they would eat out.
When you wear head kerchiefs, they will wear head kerchiefs.

When you wear scarves, they will wear scarves.

When you wear Caribbean beads, they will wear Caribbean beads.

When you wear crystals, they will wear crystals.

When you wear diamonds, emeralds, and rubies, they cannot.
Cyberspace is my land and my ocean, and I bury my treasure chests within its depths.
Nakaharang = DELIBERATELY in the way, such as a game player who intercepts you or a pole set up across a broken gate.

Nakahambalang = ACCIDENTALLY in the way, such as a stray dog that decided to lie down in the middle of the street or a car parked the wrong way in a narrow passage.
In the 20th century, writing mentors--including office supervisors--stressed that it was ineffective--a sin, even--to use the passive voice.

That always perplexed me. Was it their superstitious belief that the active voice was the hero's voice, the voice of action, the voice of advancement?

So how many heroes are there now, and how much action has been taken, and how much in advance have we all gone?

I love the passive voice. I use it for variety. It is the yin to the active voice's yang.

Whoever tells me not to use it now, I consider a pretentious fool.
When Apps add on the most useless functions, I get the impression that it is the handiwork of a mediocre summer intern.
Lunch at home with Aubrey, then R. arrived.

We are going jalan-jalan in a few.

R. is accompanying Aubrey to the family dentist's and I am going shopping.
On the day that everyone decides to grow their own vegetables, vegetable dealers will be sorry that they raised their prices.
I never Post on "Your Story".

They made it so that you are now always faced with a choice between "News Feed" and "Your Story"--thus only adding a Click to waste your time.

Know that Applications might speed progress but can also retard it.
I really don't mind computer updates, but Windows updates:

--take so primitively long that I always think that something is not right, and, in the meantime, everything stops.
--never tell you exactly what got updated, and as far as I can tell everything was just as before, or whatever they added I neither need nor use, so they might just as well not have done any updating at all.

I suppose we have no choice but to wait for better technology.
The richer and the more successful you are, the less trustworthy your new associates and friends also are.
Good morning, Cubao!

The sun guides you from every horizon point.

Wednesday, October 10, 2018

Logging off and going to bed.

End of Wednesday.
Dignity is the psychological bridge between poverty and wealth.
Roof deck work scheduled tomorrow.
Rediscovering the Sitio Catacutan hawkers alley at night.
Bubble-wrapped a painting I retouched a week ago.

Now setting up two mah jong tables a distance apart to lay the huge painting on for varnishing.

All in good time.
Watching Nowhere Boys: The Book of Shadows on HBO. Interesting props.
J. arrived 11:00 AM to babysit Keiko Kashiwaga while Angelique is at college.

Sat with Angelique and J. while they were having lunch.

Aubrey and R. arrived home 1:50 PM from two prelims and lunch out. As usual, Cerefina met them at the door.

Everybody home.
Waiting for the delivery of Tanet's backpack.
My sisters Remi and Alice send flowering plants on our Mom's birthday.
Will have to take them out to the side porch tonight.






It is the narrow-minded worldview that always loses, because it never includes the bigger picture.
Two cups very black, espresso blend.
My Mom's birthday.

Our altar lamps will remain lit the entire day.
Good morning, Cubao!

The sun is a basket of yellow orchids.

Tuesday, October 9, 2018

A two-finger measure of Black Label in a whiskey glass.

Must go with Aubrey to the center on Friday. She needs to visit our family dentist to have her braces tightened, I need to do some groceries.
My sister Sylvia says I look like King Geyn ap Nudd of the Underworld from The Sacred Circle Tarot deck--and I think I do!




Dinner at home with Angelique and Aubrey.
I have a political-news threshold. I just shut it all out when I want to and get on with my life.
They who live in tiny houses save the most money.
Contemplation arouses the mind and generates creative ideas that would not have occurred to you in an ordinary state.
Angelique back from jalan-jalan.

Keiko Kashigawa is now scheduled for a walk on the compound.
Sat inside the small loggia, writing in my leather journal and watching some of the tenants go by. I haven't done that for some time because it's been rainy, but today is a fine, dry day.
Aubrey having a late lunch after a morning prelim and a nap.

Angelique now going jalan-jalan.
When August is a month of death, October is a month of new beginnings.
On October 23:

Happy 48th Birthday to my elder son, Nelson!



Lunch at home with Angelique.

Angelique going jalan-jalan in a while. Every month my granddaughters ask for a budget to buy "personal things", and I give them more than what they need so that they can confidently go shopping.

Chito wants more pizza, which we can buy during his day off.

Aubrey wants an expensive but really gorgeous pair of eyeglasses.

As for myself right now, I want to get the work on the roof deck done as well as finish varnishing my huge painting.

Send the rain to Africa, where it will be blessed.
Good morning, Cubao!

Look at the sky and read your children's highest dreams.

Monday, October 8, 2018

Frankly, you need not worry about other people cloning your account and pretending they are you IF:

--You write in a distinctive style that is difficult to simulate.
--You are prolific and make at least 20 Posts a day, making it tedious for the cloner to keep up with you.
--You think differently from everyone else, so that everyone who reads the fake postings will know that it is definitely not you.
--You are multi-talented, and showcase all of these talents regularly.
--Your spelling and grammar are always correct.
--You do not use coined, popular words.
--You have a level of sophistication that no cloner can ever match.
It was a pleasure to see Jennifer Love Hewitt on 9-1-1. I haven't seen her in a while. Her acting is more natural and relaxed.

9-1-1 is an interesting series. It has characters of all possible genders, and it always gives me the impression that it has a huge and fabulous budget, what with all those breathtaking long shots and special effects.
Dinner at home with Angelique, Aubrey, J., and R.

Aubrey had honey-lemon-flavored buffalo wings and J. and R. had sizzling sisig from M.'s cafe. J. cooked thick-cut bacon for Angelique. I had grilled pork belly, ground pork, a jackfruit vegetable dish, and an onion omelette. Angelique's Purple Oven birthday cake for dessert.

Everybody home.
Do not overdonate. Some of the stuff will end up in the wrong hands, and some of it will end up in the incinerator.
When you lose or dispose of the talisman, its support will leave you.
Why predict a Christmas shopping crush when people have no shopping money?
How many people in power are using the massacre strategy?
It is the era of shining, individual stars in the firmament of society. Gone are the days of joining groups.
Never base your knowledge and use of language on the speech and idioms of broadcasters.
I never wanted to live a conservative life and have a career that would restrict my freedom during employment and even long after retirement. No supervisors, religious advisers, and straitlaced collaegues to kowtow to.

Now loving the life of a full-time creative writer and and an artist in cyberspace. No publishers, critics, gallery owners, and collectors to kowtow to.
Beauty always triumphs.
The man in a yellow shirt always streams in like bright sunshine.
The primary purpose of psychic abilities is self-development. It is not to entertain or to extend assistance to other people. At the the very most, the psychic shows people what those people do not ordinarily see, and then he leaves it at that.
A man should love his mother, but he should avoid being Norman Bates.
Back from the center. Paid our cable bill and did other stuff.

Aubrey and R. studying for their next prelim.

Angelique at college.

J. babysitting Keiko Kashigawa.

A quiet Monday afternoon.
Lunch at home with Angelique. Aubrey and R. had lunch out after their prelim.

Must go jalan-jalan in a few to pay our cable bill. Must prevent myself from going shopping.
My Maranao antique dealer has social media accounts all over the place because he keeps losing his passwords. Sometimes he is able to recover them, but it is quite tedious to look everywhere just to find the photos he insists that I see.
In a militarized society, the people's money goes to the raised salaries of military personnel.
In the Philippines, caterers who are more arrogant than the people they serve immediately lose their clients.
Actually, lying in public was natural to him. But, he got deeply offended when caught doing so.

This electronic diary is continued on Tony Perez's Electronic Diary (October 19, 2018 - ) at tonyperezphilippinescyberspacebook41.blogs...

About Tony Perez

TONY PEREZ is a creative writer, playwright, poet, lyricist, painter, portraitist, fiber artist, sculptor, game designer, fashion photographer, and psychic journalist and trainer. He is one of the 100 Filipino recipients of the 1898-1998 Centennial Artists Awards of the Cultural Center of the Philippines. His other awards include the 13 Artists of the Philippines, the Gawad Pambansang Alagad ni Balagtas from the Writers Union of the Philippines, four National Book Awards from the Manila Critics Circle, a FAMAS Award for Best Story, five prizes from the Cultural Center of the Philippines Playwriting Contest, three prizes from the Don Carlos Palanca Memorial Awards for Literature, the National Fellowship for Drama from the Creative Writing Center of the University of the Philippines, the Irwin Chair in Creative Writing from Ateneo de Manila University, and a prize in photography from the Children’s Museum and Library, Inc.

Among Tony Perez’s plays are "Hoy, Boyet, Tinatawag Ka Na, Hatinggabi Na’y Gising Ka Pa Pala"; Anak ng Araw; "GabĂșn"; "Alex Antiporda"; "Sierra Lakes"; "Biyernes, 4:00 N.H."; "Sacraments of the Dead"; "The Wayside CafĂ©"; Ang Panginoon sa Driod; Isang Pangyayari sa Planas Site; and "Ang Prinsipe Ng Buwan". He wrote the librettos for the musicals Florante at Laura and Sa Pugad ng Adarna for Tanghalang Pilipino and the opera La naval for University of Santo Tomas. His two major drama trilogies are Tatlong Paglalakbay: Tatlong Mahabang Dula ni Tony Perez (Bombita, Biyaheng Timog, Sa North Diversion Road) (University of Santo Tomas Publishing House) and Indakan Ng Mga Puso(Oktubre, Noong Tayo’y Nagmamahalan Pa; Nobyembre, Noong Akala Ko’y Mahal Kita; and Saan Ba Tayo Ihahatid ng Disyembre?).Biyaheng Timog was produced as A Small Matter of Sacrifice in New York City and as Trip to the South in Singapore, and Sa North Diversion Road, as On The North Diversion Road, in Melbourne, Australia. His mentors in literature and drama were Onofre Pagsanghan, Rolando Tinio, Bienvenido Lumbera, Nicanor Tiongson, Virgilio Almario, Cecile Guidote, Nestor Torre, and Randy Ford. His plays for radio, television, and film were directed by Sonia Roco, Lino Brocka, Lupita Concio, Mitos Villareal, Nick Lizaso, Joey Gosiengfiao, Gil Portes, Maryo de los Reyes, Frank Rivera, and Anton Juan. He was featured in National Geographic/Discovery Channel’s “Psychic Detectives” in their Asian Enigma episode.

Tony Perez’s published books include Albert N.: A Case Study and the five volumes in the Cubao Series titled Cubao 1980 At Iba Pang Mga Katha; Cubao Pagkagat Ng Dilim; Cubao Midnight Express; Eros, Thanatos, Cubao; and Cubao-Kalaw Kalaw-Cubao by Cacho Publishing House. His Anvil Transpersonal Psychology Series includes The Calling: A Transpersonal Adventure; Beings: Encounters of the Spirit Questors with Non-human Entities; The Departed: Encounters of the Spirit Questors with Spirits of the Deceased; A Young Man Cries for Justice beyond His Grave Volume I; Stories of the Moon: Further Adventures of the Spirit Questors; Songs of Sunset: Incantations and Spells by the Spirit Questors; Mga Panibagong Kulam; Mga Panibagong Tawas; Mga Panibagong Orasyon; Mga Panibagong Orasyon sa Magica Cantada; Mga Panibagong Ritwal ng Wicca; Mga Panibagong Kulam sa Pag-ibig, and the new series Maligayang Pagdating sa Sitio Catacutan and Malagim ang Gabi sa Sitio Catacutan. He co-authored a children’s book, Inang Bayan’s New Clothes (Anvil Publishing Inc.) His plays, fiction, poems, original knitting patterns, acrostic puzzles, and illustrations were published in various anthologies, textbooks, and magazines including This Same Sky: A Collection of Poems from around The World (edited by Naomi Shihab Nye, Macmillan Publishing Company), Tenggara 23: Journal of Southeast Asian Literature (Jabatan Persuratan Melayu, Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia), New Writing from the Philippines, Volume 33 (Philippine Studies Series), Modern ASEAN Plays: Philippines (edited by Nicanor G. Tiongson, ASEAN Committee on Culture and Information), A Habit of Shores: An Anthology of Poems, 1965-1974 (edited by Gemino H. Abad, Bureau of National and Foreign Information), Building Communication Skills 6 and Gems of Philippine Literature (Department of Education, Culture, and Sports), Rogue Magazine, The Philippine Star, The Philippines Free Press Magazine, The Sunday Times Magazine, Mr. & Ms. Magazine, andWoman’s Home Companion Magazine. Some of his works in Filipino were translated into English and French. He conducts "Writing from The Heart," a creativity workshop in writing, drawing, and drama to beginners and professionals, and especially to underserved audiences such as faculty and students of public schools, community theater groups, the disadvantaged, the disabled, children in conflict with the law, abused women and children, victims of human trafficking, prisoners, gang leaders, drug rehabilitation residents, and people in need of trauma therapy.

In 2013 Mr. Perez decided to post all of his old and new works in cyberspace to make them available to a wider range of people.

Tony Perez’s artworks have been showcased in 21 individual and group art exhibits curated by Marian Pastor Roces, Nonon Padilla, Bobi Villanueva, Judy Sibayan, Lalyn Buncab, Nilo Ilarde, Ernie Patricio and Jun Veloso, Chari Elinzano, Reverend Father Loy Divino (CICM), and Raven Villanueva. Among his art teachers were Araceli Limcaco-Dans, Brenda Fajardo, Virginia Flor Agbayani and Ben-Hur Villanueva of the U.P. College of Fine Arts, Florencio Concepcion and Fernando Sena of The Saturday Group, and Rafael del Casal.

Mr. Perez holds an A.B. in Communications and a Cand. M.A. in Clinical Psychology from Ateneo de Manila University, an M.A. in Religious Studies, magna cum laude, from Maryhill School of Theology in New Manila, and certificates in Publication Design and Production from the Department of Journalism at the University of Wisconsin and Fundamentals of Graphic Design from the University of California at San Francisco. He taught as adjunct lecturer at Ateneo de Manila University, De La Salle University, Saint Scholastica’s College, Maryknoll College, and the Philippine High School for the Arts. His master’s thesis, titled Pagsubok sa Ilang: Ikaapat na Mukha ni Satanas was published by Anvil Publishing Inc. in 2005 and was awarded the National Book Award for Theology and Religion by the Manila Critics Circle in 2006.

Mr. Perez has two sons, Nelson I. Miranda and Chito I. Miranda, four granddaughters, Angelique Pearl Miranda, Nielsen Tegelan, Aubrey Rose Miranda, and Chevy Keith Miranda, and one grandson, Chrysler Vince Miranda. His daughters-in-law are Agnes Tegelan and Ivy Vercasion. They live in Cubao, Quezon City, where Mr. Perez has resided since 1955.